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There are so many things I'd like to say , but first , let me tell you how I ended up where I am today .
It all started when I was nine , playing at school, just being a kid , everything was fine . Then she saw me , the girl with long beautiful hair , all she did was stare . She then walked up to me with a smile on her face , but what she said was a memory I wish I could erase.
This one incident followed me everywhere. It was in my dreams and followed me up to my teens.
She was only the beginning of what was to come , everything after that happened made me feel sad , and then eventually numb. So , I built up a wall from head to toe , nobody could see how I'd feel , I wouldn't let it show .
Things got worse and so did I , at one point the only solution I saw was to die !
Doctors prescribed me medications and pills, but to be honest , the only thing I needed was that feeling inside that gives you chills. It was love and affection. That's what made me feel healed and wanted , it was my new protection.
No more walls no more tears . All those things were gone no more fears.
What they told me was a chemical imbalance, turned out to be nothing but the need of love measured in gallons!
So before you let someone tell you there's something wrong with your brain , look in a mirror and state your name . You are strong and beautiful , and one of a kind . You must live life to the fullest and leave nothing behind .
By Taylor Beaudoin based on real experience
There are so many things I'd like to say , but first , let me tell you how I ended up where I am today .
It all started when I was nine , playing at school, just being a kid , everything was fine . Then she saw me , the girl with long beautiful hair , all she did was stare . She then walked up to me with a smile on her face , but what she said was a memory I wish I could erase.
This one incident followed me everywhere. It was in my dreams and followed me up to my teens.
She was only the beginning of what was to come , everything after that happened made me feel sad , and then eventually numb. So , I built up a wall from head to toe , nobody could see how I'd feel , I wouldn't let it show .
Things got worse and so did I , at one point the only solution I saw was to die !
Doctors prescribed me medications and pills, but to be honest , the only thing I needed was that feeling inside that gives you chills. It was love and affection. That's what made me feel healed and wanted , it was my new protection.
No more walls no more tears . All those things were gone no more fears.
What they told me was a chemical imbalance, turned out to be nothing but the need of love measured in gallons!
So before you let someone tell you there's something wrong with your brain , look in a mirror and state your name . You are strong and beautiful , and one of a kind . You must live life to the fullest and leave nothing behind .
By Taylor Beaudoin based on real experience
